Friday, December 25, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

"When I'm holding the richardson, I'm doing kegal exercises.

PostSecret Sundays

"When I'm holding the richardson, I'm doing kegal exercises.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Post Secret Sundays

" I am ready to accept you for who you are. Not what I want you to be."

Friday, December 04, 2009

cosmopolitan fails

This is an old cover of cosmopolitan magazine. I think its December 2000.

Some of the headlines here are:
A) Total Body Sex
B)Cosmo's Naked Quiz
C) Your orgasm face: What He's thinking when He sees it.
D) How to outsmart a date rapist.

A) just sounds like a lot of clean up.

B)I can only imagine what this was about.

C) He should be thinking " SCORE! I did it!" If he isn't- he's a loser that should be drop kicked.

D) Really? Really? Really?

So I fail.

I'm sorry that I failed at NaBloPoMo. I've gotten super busy with stuff. I have lots of excuses as to why I've been absent though. I shall list my excuses

A) Work
C) The Boy
D) School
E) Higher Bound(see rest of post for explanation)
F) Facebook Games

I've been helping out with Higher Bound for a few weeks now. Higher Bound is Christian ministry for middle school students. I have other pet names for the students, but I'll save those for another post. They're fun, a little insane, a little to much energy, but they're fun little hellions. I spose little is a bad term- most of them are taller than me.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Post Secret Sundays

"To all the postal workers this:
Be safe in the knowledge that millions of precious words and thoughts are read thanks to you. So smile!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

"I see God in the love of my friends."

I love you. All you guys Brandon, John, Dani, Bethany, Kayla. All of you.

Friday, November 13, 2009


To Write love on Her Arms Day!

Spread love. Spread hope. Spread life.

Kids, Love is the movement. So, lets spread the love!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

"My relapse will not determine my future."

Monday, November 09, 2009

More Middle School funnies.

So I have this newfound relationship, we shall call him " The Boy". I went with The Boy to Higher Bound( Christian Ministry to Middle Schoolers.)

At Dinner, Last Tuesday I was there and chilling out and eating dinner when I got a text that said that my roommate was moving out. Fast forward two hours.

Some kids, The Boy and i were sanding blocks for preschool kids as a service project- Whilest I complain that I have to go roommate hunting. The middle schoolers then told me I should take The Boy as a roommate.

I think I just died laughing. It was Hilarious.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Knitted Creations!

This first one- thats' something from my own creation.

The second one- thats my Floopy! I love it. Its pointy- and fun to play with.

Saturday, November 07, 2009


I made this today.

I'll post pictures it tomarrow. It's pretty kick ass.

Friday, November 06, 2009

Day 5

Day 5.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

ahhhh Inspiration runs away.

"We're all so connected- and I desperately wish we knew it."

This is one of my favorite secrets ever.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

ahhhh day four post!

This post is what happens when I wait til 11:50 to post during NaBloPoMo.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Sex and Middle Schoolers

So I spent my evening with Higher Bound( Christian ministry to middle and high school students).
About half-way through the evening, several of us were sitting around talking about just stuff and a high school junior starts talking about how some things are overrated- drugs, booze, whatever. Then this kid says "Sex is overrated." And it made me pause (which of course all the middle schooler kids noticed- and was like, "so is it overrated?" To which I responded with " You middle school and probably the high schoolers' should not have sex. It just isn't smart.")

Now it didn't make me pause because I think middle schoolers' should have sex or anything like that. It made me pause because I think sex is such a large topic, one that can't be generalized as "overrated" with the wave of hand. I think that, even when talking to middle schoolers about sex, you have to define it for the purposes of the conversation- where does sex begin? sexual touching or PIV( penis in vagina sex) or oral sex, or even include masturbation? I think it might not be all black and white. I think it probably has some grey areas. I don't know how easily it can be pinned down.

Soooo about this blogging daily thing.......

I have no inspiration at this exact second for a useful and informative instead you get a random post secret from my archive.

Monday, November 02, 2009

It's November!

It's November ya'll. That means NaBloPoMo! That's bloggerspeak for National Blog Posting Month! Posting every day for the entire month! 30 posts in 30 days. I've needed a kick in the butt to get me really blogging again and this is it!


Ok, I'm this enthusiastic right now. Talk to me at the end of the month.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

"Recovery still feels like losing a best friend."

"There is still hope. There always is."

Sunday, October 25, 2009

"you're Alex right?"

So for those of you that don't know, my real name is Alexandria. I've been working at the PE complex on campus for about two months(ish) now. I have like 7 or 8 supervisors- and none of them know me as Allie. It's either Alex, or Alexandria. And for the first time, it doesn't drive me nuts. It'd take way too much work to get it straight with all of my supervisors.

Anywho- about my job. I clean gym equipment, sit ID desks, check out equipment, make boys put on shirts while working out, watch the basketball courts, watch boys work out, clean stuff. yeah.

I have a couple rants about stupid people at work. but I don't feel like typing them out right now....So you get to wait.

PostSecret Sundays

"Up close, everyone looks less perfect. In that though. They look human."

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Sunday Secrets

" I can't decide of I'm relieved or disappointed that none of my secrets are in here."

Monday, October 12, 2009

Don't worry. I'm not as good as you think I am.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

You shouldn't give up.
Fight for yourself and
who you are. You've got
to go through the worst
times in life to get the best

This secret was left in a PostSecret book someplace.

Friday, October 09, 2009

PostSecret Book

I have the new PostSecret book. (It's amazing, all of you should get it.)

Secret: Whenever I read the Sunday Secrets- I get a little terrified that the secrets I've sent in will be posted. (I've sent in 2 or 3.)

So I preordered this book back in April. I get it and start ripping open the packaging, the familular feeling of fear takes over, knowing that this time- my secrets could be out. They aren't. They are still safely in the Franks' vault of secrets. No one knows them but the postal people, Frank, and I. There is a sense of relief in knowing that that they're still secrets- but also that they aren't mine anymore- they belong to to more people than just me. I know I'd feel a similar sense of relief if they had been published- but for now I don't know exactly what that'd feel like.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Sunday, October 04, 2009

The Sex Blog

Sex. It's pervasive. It is absorbed at every level of our society- for better or for worse.

Sex is big- no matter how you see it. It's got all these consequences, both physical and emotional. Pregnancy, STDs', other infections are only half of it. It generally comes with the emotional side as well, attachment to the other person involved, attachment to the label or status of "virgin."

Sex education is huge. I remember what sex ed was like when I was in middle/high school. In middle school it was like, "Sex is bad, don't have it." In high school sex ed was part of health class, and while it wasn't sex-positive(which I think is ideal), it was comprehensive. But health class wasn't mandatory in the 9th, 10th, or 11th grades. I took it as a senior. It just had to be taken before you graduate. Kids learning about contraception, and birth control, and STDs' for the first time in their senior year is far too late in my opinion. The older a teen gets, the more likely they are to have sex(see stats)- and if they don't receive correct, honest information about sex early, then they might have uneducated sex.

So- my take on PIV(penis in vagina) sex. It's special and it has consequences and it shouldn't be had until one has a handle on their own sexual health. It shouldn't be had until one understands what they are getting to, and the consequences. What their individual odds of pregnancy and disease are. It shouldn't be had unless both parties know what their STD status is(like know for sure, as in a recent trip to the local clinic.) I think the couple should have a plan in case things go awry and you get an STD, or pregnant. And going a little further than most people would probably go, it shouldn't happen unless accommodations can be made for a child. Accommodations, for me, don't mean sticking the child at parents/grandparents house, or being dependent on welfare, or dropping out of school.

I don't think teens should engage in sexual activities. Teens as a general rule don't have the above things. They aren't as likely to take birth control correctly, and they aren't as likely to have a plan in case of pregnancy, and they aren't as likely to have a handle on their own sexual health. And they are almost definitely going to be unable to accommodate for a child.

Speaking from a Christian point of view. I think we make too big a deal out of sex. I mean, before marriage(though we could debate the applicable definition of marriage), sex is a sin. But lots of other things are sins too, like lying, swearing, cheating, and stealing too- and they're all treated equally in the eyes of god. So why make a huge deal about sexual sins.-when there are a bunch of other sins that are just as equal- and even just as pervasive as sex.

PostSecret Sundays

"I like to think that some of the postsecrets I've read are about me and that they are from you. And that you are secretly saying you are in love with me."

Friday, September 25, 2009

Weekly Schedule!

I finally have my weekly schedule sorted out.

10:00- 10:50-Intro to Exceptionalities
1:00-1:50-Applied Psychology
7:00- Campus Ministries

8:00-9:15- Psychology
9:30- 10:45- Developmental Pyschology
11:00 lunch
12:30-1:45 - Cultural Diversity
5:00 Dinner

10:00- 10:50-Intro to Exceptionalities
1:00-1:50-Applied Psychology
7:37- Campus Ministries

8:00-9:15- Psychology
9:30- 10:45- Developmental Pyschology
11:00 lunch
12:30-1:45 - Cultural Diversity

10:00- 10:50-Intro to Exceptionalities
1:00-1:50-Applied Psychology

4:00-8:00 work


7:00(ish)- Campus Ministries stuff.

Sunday, September 13, 2009


65 Questions You've Probably Never Been know the rules. tag people in this note (including the person who tagged you!) to learn more about people. Also, try to tag people who you've tagged in other notes, sometimes you learn things in new notes that you didn't know before about them.......

1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie? black

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? no.

4. Do you plan outfits?depends on the occasion

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? I'm sleepy- and I have to pee

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red? a sock

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?uh something about being late for class.
8. Did you meet anybody new today? No

9. What does your last text message say? "yeah. I agree"

10. Do you floss? no

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? lol cabbage patch dolls :P

12. Are you emotional? depends I spose

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? yes.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? is it soft serve or hard?

15. Do you like your hair?i have a love hate relationship with it.

16. Do you like yourself? depends on the day.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? I think yes. I mean how often are you provided the chance to eat with a president?

18. What are you listening to now? veronica rambling about her paper.

19. Are your parents strict? nah.

20. Would you go sky diving? hell yeah I would.

21. Do you like cottage cheese? no

22. Have you ever met a celebrity? no

23. Do you rent movies often? actually yeah.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? yeah probably

25. How many countries have you visited? US

26. Have you made a prank phone call? yes

27. Ever been on a train? no.

28. Brown or white eggs? brown

29. Do you have a cell-phone? yes
30. Do you use chap stick?yeah
31. Do you own a gun? no

33. Who are you going to be with tonight? my coworkers
34. Are you too forgiving?ehh depends

35. Ever been in love? yeah
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow? working/homework?
37. Ever have cream puffs? yes.

38. Last time you cried? don't know

39. What was the last question you asked?"how are you?"
40. Favorite time of the year? summer!!

41. Do you have any tattoos? no

42. Are you sarcastic? never :P

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? no
44. Ever walked into a wall? Yes

45. What's your Favorite Color? purple

46. Have you ever slapped someone? yeah
47. Is your hair curly? Ahahahahaha no.

48. What was the last CD you bought? who buys cds anymore? I think it was the newest sidewalk prophets stuff.
49. Do looks matter? kinda sorta
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? i don't know.

51. Is your phone bill sky high?nah

52. Do you like your life right now? yeah
53. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes.

54. Can you handle the truth? yes

55. Do you have good vision?no

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? I don't think so.

57. How often do you talk on the phone? depends.

58. The last person you held hands with? now wouldn't you like to know.
59. What are you wearing? jeans and T-shirt shoes, army jacket

60. What is your favorite animal? cat.

61. What are you listening to right now? Jon McLaughlin.

62. Can you hula hoop? No, that would require coordination

63. Do you have a job? yes, yes i do.

64. What was the most recent thing you bought? uhh food. or gum maybe?

65. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Indiana by Danny Catchpole.

We've reached the end my friend, the bitter end my friend now
But a letter I will send, yes a message I will send somehow
I think we broke the trend, if there ever was a trend and I’m proud
We made the perfect blend, but you were the perfect blend out loud

(and) over, it's far from over, when I return we'll light up the whole sky
(and) remember, please remember, I can see you there even when I’m blind
(and) this feeling, oh God this feeling, will always be with me in my mind
(and) I’m leavin', no I’m not leavin', cause I’ll always be right there by your side

As we look onto the lake, and we see the sunlight break down
We never knew the friends we'd make, never knew they'd be so great and proud
As we look upon the light, our dreams become so bright and loud
We think we're losing sight, but meet again we might somehow

(and) over, it's far from over, when I return we'll light up the whole sky
(and) remember, please remember, I can see you there even when I’m blind
(and) this feeling, oh Lord this feeling, will always be with me in my mind
(and) I’m leavin', no I’m not leavin', cause I’ll always be right there by your side

We've reached the end my friend
, the bitter end my friend now
But a letter I will send, can't compare to the tears you'll spend somehow
Now seasons will come and go but memories will stay I know and I’m proud
I’m still oceans apart, but in Indiana I’ve found my heart beat loud

(and) over, it's far from over, when I return we'll light up the whole sky
(and) remember, please remember, I can see you there even when I’m blind
(and) this feeling, oh Lord this feeling, will always be with me in my mind
(and) I’m leavin', no I’m not leavin', cause I’ll always be right there by your side

We might be oceans apart, but in Indiana I’ve found my heart...

I left my heart and soul with you. I trust you've taken good care of it. I hope you'll give me the chance to come back.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Dorm Pictures

Hey my name means cool stuff


Today my roommate looked at me and said " Ya know Allie, I never realized that 9/11 was 911."

Sunday, September 06, 2009

How to not ask a girl out 101

What is it about boys and there ability to cause boy drama.

So last week this guy I met asked for my phone number. I was flattered- and gave him my number. He called and the conversation went something like this.

Me: Hello
Him: Can you talk?
Me: Sure.
Him: I'd like to ask you out, but what if you transferred out next semester.
Me: uh...
Him: I really like you and you have really pretty eyes and really pretty brown hair and you laugh a lot.
Me: Thanks.
Him: So uh, when do you wanna start it?
Me: uhh gimme a call this weekend.

So I'm missing a few phrases I'm sure- but that is the important stuff. He did call 6 times the next day. The next day was not this weekend, unless Thursday constitutes a weekend now.

So here is what you shouldn't do:
A) Call six times the next day. One call is just as efficient. And for the love of God use voice mail.
B) Don't us the phrase" So when do you want to start it"
C) Don't worry about if they are gonna transfer out next semester-unless of course next semester is a week away.

Here is what to do:
A) Actually ask her out. Confidence is sexy. " Hey dinner friday night 6pm- Wanna go?" works far better "I'd like to ask you out."
B) Ask for a date, not a relationship.

Though- about this I did tell my best friend about this and the conversation went like
Me: I have boy drama. This-
Brandon: and I have a shotgun- but continue.

Ahhh I've been like straight abandoning my blog recently.

Sorry guys. I know that my blog has been like straight Postsecret Updates. I moved into my dorm room on august 20th. I am living in Clark Hall on campus this year. It is a 2 bedroom, one living room/kitchenette, 2 bathroom, 4 student set up. I'll post pictures as soon as I make my bed(might be a while.) If you want my address shoot me an email or something.

My computer came back from its vacation just fine.

I'm taking 15 credit hours this semester.

I'm taking applied pyschology, aka bullshit. It's super easy and super boring. My textbook for this class is actually an instructors edition. But it doesn't give me any answers or anything.

Then there is Cultural Diversity. It sounds like its a super lame class- but it really isn't. It's super interesting.

General Pyschology, uhm it's at 8 am. Enough said. Developemental pyschology, its interesting- better than applied pyschology. Introduction to

Introduction to Exceptionalities, this class actually deals with children who have execeptionalities that effect the classroom setting, from physical disabilities and handicaps to learning disabilities and mental retardation. It's really interesting. I'm digging it.

So a mini rant about my Applied Pyschology textbook. There is a section on sexuality. It spends 3 paragraphs talking about abstinence as an option. The pill, plan B, abortion, natural family planning method, isn't talked about at all. I know that this isn't health class- and that we are college students. But it shouldn't be assumed that all college students know that there is more than just abstinence out there-in fact I think that assumption is quite dangerous. I think if the book pays lip service to abstinence, then it should pay lip service to the other methods of preventing pregnancy too.

Post Secret Sundays

"If I could live my whole life over, knowing what I know now, I'd to everything exactly the same-even the stuff that didn't turn our well. It all led me to you and you are worth it."

"I'll never give her this recipe because I like when she calls to ask me for it."

"I'm a 23 year old guy and sometimes I sleep with a nightlight on."

At home I have this lava lamp nightlight that is on when I sleep.

"I let me best friend leave for war without telling him I was in love with him. Because I was too scared he wouldn't come back."

" I fell for you the day you saved my life."

Saturday, September 05, 2009

PostSecret Sundays

"Beware that what you chase may be worth catching. If you cheat for it, you will come to resent it. If you steal it, it will haunt you. What you work for may become the sweetest thing in life. I learned the hard way."

"This is the last of my stripper glitter. I quit yesterday. I wanted to get out. But I know I'm going miss this."

"It is my goal in life to help you see what I see in God's creation."

"The only thing I've learned from my ivy league education is how many more in my life are more important."

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Hey Allison!/Bonus Saturday Secrets

" Got fired. Lost free Batteries for vibrator. That's all I miss!"

Allison B. not gonna lie- I thought of you when I read this.

The bottom secret says. "It was a mistake.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Stalkerlist(this isn't about the creeper currently in my life)

1.) Find your stalkers! go here:
2.) Write the names of everyone (1-20) on your stalkerlist below.
3.) Don't read the questions first!! You'll kill it!
4.) Tag everyone you mentioned.

1. Allison Brown
2. Kim Coates
3. Alicia Mangin
4. Romy Ingels
5. April Thorwardson
6. Annie Gaburo
7. Victoria Tobin
8. Debbie Ann Koliba
9. Anthony Sours
10. Katie Fennimore
11. Veronica Curnutte
12. Laura Wheeler
13. Mindy Pence Lankenau
14. Cory Taylor
15. Brandon Moten
16. Dani Foster
17. Andrew McKeever
18. Senor Queso
19. Kayla Beckman
20. Steven Ashmore

→Are you honestly surprised about any of these?
Yeah Numero 9
→How did you meet 4?
She's with bethany in treament

→How much does 6 mean to you?
I lurve her.

→Describe 14 in two words.
She's danis' mom. so she's cool.

→What is your most fond memory with 15?
This is really hard. So uhhhhhhh all of them? Or if I had to pick just one it'd be...I dunno-all of them

→Do you know all of 2's secrets?

→If you could marry either 1 or 20, who would it be?
haha. Well Ashmore and I could reminisce over high school days...but allison and I could be period buddies- again.

→How far do you think you are on 5's stalkerlist?
top ten, maybe.

→When is the next time you're going to see 13?
"yo whats up"

→When is the last time you saw 17?
Last may. I think

→How do you think 7 feels about you?
I think she thinks I'm pretty spiffy. I hope so anyway

→Are 11 and 12 anything like each other?
they is both college students but not much else in common.

→Describe the relationship between 14 and 20.
They don't have one?

→What do you think 1's parents are like?
Super fantastic if they created an Allison.

--> is 10 single?

→If you had never met 6, how would your life be different?
I'd be sad. Very very sad.

→If you could tell 5 one thing right now, what would it be?
That I should really read her LJ more often

→What is the funniest thing you've ever heard 16 do?
Not sure the funniest thing I've heard her do....but she does run pretty funny.

→How did you meet 15?
High school Youth group.

→How did you come to be friends with 10?
Being family means your automatically friends- most of the time.

→If 3 died, would you be lost?
Depends, do i get her (hopefully fixed) hot tub?

→What is the weirdest thing you've ever seen 16 do?
blow up a condom.

→What is 4's only weakness?
no clue

→Do you think 16 and 8 would make a good couple?
One half of that equation really doesn't work.

→What is the most badass thing you've ever seen or heard 12 do?
Shelve books- or play the bubble game at work.

→If 1 and 3 hated each other, what would change?

→If 2 said to you that she/he loved 6, what would your response be?
Tell her to go for it- just prepare for failure.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Postsecret Sundays

"I think He is watching us slowly destroy the LIFE He gave us."

"I'll never let go. Your hands and your heart are my home."

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Vacation time- for my computer

Hello. I must regrettably inform you that my computer has a cracked LCD screen. She is going on vacation to get fixed today. She'll be back soon.

In the mean time I have a ton of things to do with my week. School starts next Monday(the 24th) and I move in this Thursday(The 20th).

So yeah....I'll be back in about a week.

Post Secret Sundays

"Letting go of the woman I love in hopes she will be happier with someone else is the:
Worst, Best, Hardest

Thing I've ever done."

"I kissed a boy today who didn't wish I was someone else"

"I would take swinging on the swings over money, sex and/or power...any day."


The other day I was at borders- and looked through the PostSecret Books. I founded a secret in them!

For those of you that don't know Postsecret is a community art project where people send their secrets on postcards and other materials to a guy named Frank Warren. And in the PostSecret books people tend to leave their secrets in them.

So whenever I'm at a bookstore that stocks the books I check them out-even though I already own them.