Sunday, August 31, 2008

You busy at 7?

Ok guys sorry that image is so stretched out. So uhh, are there enough things going on at 7 on the 2nd?

K, thats all for now.

I love you.

PS: I love when you play the guitar on the phone, it reminds me of old times. You should do it more often. I love you.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Funny Quote time!

Me to Jamie " I don't care about your vagina tingling."


So today at dinner I was complaining about move-in drama, email me or something if you want the details. But I was talking about that to my friend Jamie about that over dinner and she overheard me and she blew up and I figured I'd talk to her on monday when everyone got back. And I avoided the dorm til she left for the weekend, giving her the weekend to cool off. I get back here and everything is gone. I has no idea whats going on... at all.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Does anyone else find this funny?

This "dry" campus sells shot glasses in the school bookstore. Anyone else just find that funny?

Campus Ministrys Clarifications?

VUCM- Vincennes University Campus Ministries
CCF-Christian Campus Fellowship
CCM-Catholic Campus Ministrys.

I think this will just avoid any and all confusion.

Open the blind eyes, unlock the deaf ears.

Hear Us From Heaven

Lord, hear our cry
Come heal our land
Breath life into these dry and thirsty souls
Lord, hear our prayer
Forgive our sin
And as we call on your name
Would you make this a place
For your glory to dwell

Open the blind eyes
Unlock the deaf ears
Come to your people
As we draw near
Hear us from heaven
Touch our generation
We are your people
Crying out in desperation

Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,
Hear us from heaven,

We sang this song tonight at the worship set for VUCM. And I just love it and I think most of my readers will too. :)


Wednesday, August 27, 2008

So uh guys?

Demo a house or play with kids? pick one?

Monday, August 25, 2008

Ahh thank god for milkcrates.

So have a few funnies from my english class.

"You know that four letter "F" word, and not fourty or fifty. Yeah, that's a fun word. That'd be a good word to do for your definition paper."- Mrs. Maple

"No, I'm Bogarting the fan. If you want a fan bring your own damn fan." Mrs. Maple

"Dell personal home computers are still an impractical purchase for many people who use computers today"-someones homework.

Now I personally think that most windows machines are an impractical purchase for many poeple. Cause they suck.

After English today I went to the nurse to get a couple vaccines. Then I ate lunch. Then I ran back to my dorm and dropped off my books. Walked to dollar general bought milk crates, and Reorganized my desk. And here is the end result.

Yep. Five milk crates.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Post Secret Sundays

" I was the last person to realize how fabulously homosexual I am."

I can think of a few poeple this will be.


So today I went to the Campus Library and decided that it’s selection of fiction books sucked, so I googled directions to the public library and walked there and got my a library card and a book. And I am super proud of myself cause I didn’t get lost on my way there, and could get myself there again. YAY ME! You just take College Ave, to 7th street and follow it to 7th and Seminary St. YAY!

In other news I am actually doing laundry as I write this. Just finished all of my Speech reading go me. The pain in my side randomly comes back for those of you that care about it. But Motrin takes care of it .

And I'm ready to explode with how bad I want you back home.

You belong to Me
Grey Holiday

You run
, you hide
As tears fall from your eyes
They fall like snow
From a wounded soul
You hold inside
The hurt of great divide
The hole is starting to get old

So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me

Just take the rope
I won’t let it go
Give in
We can start again
I’m life, I’m hope
And I’m ready to explode
With how bad I want you back home

You’re my daughter, you’re my son
You’re the one I long to love
And you’ve heard I chose to die
Do you know you’re the reason why?

Saturday, August 23, 2008


So two nights ago. My roomie is on the phone and I'm asleep in my bed. I sit up, with my eyes still closed, and look at her. She then apologizes for waking me up. The next time she looks over at me, I'm laying back down. And I have no recollection of this. But it's funny.

In other news, I don't have a collapsed lung. Two nights ago I also had this intense pain in my side. I woke up with it. So I went to the nurse, who told me that it could be anything from a collapsed lung to a sprain. So I went to a doctor, and it's not a collapsed lung yay! Granted he isn't sure what exactly it is, but Ibuprofen will fix me.


K I'm for now. I'm unsure what the rest of my day holds, but I'll find out.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

"I'm such a dickweed"- My father.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Recovery Buddies

Check it yo!

Oh Thank God.

So I tested out of my English 009 class, which for your information is the equivalent of 9th grade English class. So now I'm in English Comp 101, but I expected that. But my schedule is pretty much amazing. I really think the divine intervened. Here it goes.

10:00-10:50 Sociology
11:00-11:50 Speech
12:00-12:50 English

12:30-1:45 Math
2:00-3:50 Web Graphics.

k I have reading to do now.

Monday, August 18, 2008

300 things for my 300th( err 301th post)

So this is my 300th blog post. And for the 300th post I am doing a list of 300 things I am thankful for. Ok I'm not gonna lie, it's my 301th post. But suck it up. K. Here it goes

1. Love. The love of my friends and my family. And being able to love.
2. Socks. My feet would be mighty cold without them.
3. Reaching people. I love being reach people for Christ and bring hope to maybe an otherwise dark room.
4. Summer camp....Such great times.
5. Texting. :)
6. Air conditioners.
7. Family.
8. Cousins.
9. Prank wars.
10. Sharpies
11. Apple products.
12. Youth group.
13. Worship. The really great worship sets, the kind you can just feel the holy spirit filling out and pouring over you.
14. Children. I love kids. I almost love being a jungle gym too.
15. Thunderstorms. I love the pretty lightening and the thunder and the rain.
16. Bonfires, complete with book burning and fireworks.
17. Oversize Purses
18. iPod Classic.
19. Nalgene bottles that don't poison you.
20. Being inspired to be better than I am.
21. Chapstick
22. Handspun yarn.
23. Yarn Festivals.
24. Bamboo Knitting needles.
25. Headphones.
26. Photos. The ones around my room, the ones that make my smile.
27. Gangster voice mails from the whitest of the white.
28. Being Healthy
29. Late night phone calls.
30. Hoodies, warm fuzzy ones.
31. Being graduated.
32. Shooting fireworks at friends.
33. Knitting.
34. Being broken.
35. Making one year.
36. Jesus.
37. Prayers lifted up for me.
38. Hillsong.
39. Being able to pray for others.
40. Growing up :/.
41. Purple.
42. Raggers. It changed my life.
44. Calculators.
45. Posters.
46. Being able to go to concerts.
47. Filliswace.
48. Tampons.
49. Toothbrushes
50. Toothpaste.
51. Laughing.
52. Lightening bugs.
53. Cute children
54. Star bucks
55. Sleeping children
56. T-shirts
57. Caron Yarn
58. Grad Presents
59. Promise keepers.
60. Snailmailed Letters
61. Funny voicemails
62. Gmail.
63. Emails from real people.
64. Words of encouragement.
65. Perspective.
66. Chacos.
67. Instant Messengers.
68. Free Stuff.
69. Curly headed children.
70. Roommate information.
71. Facebook.
72. Blogger.
73. Mypsace.
74. Grandmas.
75 Music.
76. Bright colors
77. The number 7.
78. Cuddly Stuffed Toys.
79. Livejournal Updates.
80. Big dogs.
81. Dogs that don’t shed.
82. Neti Pots.
83. Allergy Pills
84. Books.
85. Pictures.
86. Contacts
87. Glasses
88. Socks.
89. Pedicures
90. Non-stop flights.
91. Dress up princesses.
92. Starbucks
93. Pay Per View
94. Movies.
95. Hanging out.
96. Green
97. Backstreet Boys
98. Newsboys
99. The desperation band.
100. Hand sanitizer.
101. The N
102. Mac and Cheese.
103. Blog reading.
104. Disney Princesses.
105. ‘N Sync
106. Easy plane rides.
107. Music.
108. Bright colors.
109. Naptime.
110. Hair bands.
111. Hair clips.
112. Toes.
113. Card readers that work.
114. Smiling ☺
115. Funny pictures.
116. The Little Mermaid.
117. Bad 80’s songs.
118. Church Vans.
119. Old Navy Flipflops.
120. Mississippi.
121. Missions work.
122. Cell phone batteries that work.
123. Granola Bars.
124. Bonfires.
125. Blog comments.
126. Wireless Internet.
127. Aunts.
128. Uncles.
129. Step-Uncles.
130. Feet.
131. Purple.
132. Green..
133. Danis’
134. Willis’.
135. JE’s.
136. People who comment my blog.
137. SnuggleBears.
138. Brandons’
139. Youth Pastors.
140. Move in days.
141. Being packed.
142. Being clean.
143. Paper.
144. Giggles
145. Funny Posts.
146. Love.
147. Credit.
148. Pillows.
149. Fuzzy slippers.
150. Oversize purses.
151. Care packages.
152. Yarn.
153. Command Hooks.
154. Yarn Festivals.
155. Desperation Band.
156. Kaylas’.
157. Punctuation.
158. Good grammar.
159. Text Buddies.
160. People who are still reading this.
161. Jessies.
162. Jewels.
163. Fuzzy Cats
164. Fuzzy headed big eared children.
165. Easy Flights.
166. Grandmas.
167. The life.
168. Pools.
169. Harry Potter.
170. Libraries.
171. Good Books.
172. Being a library kid.
173. Volunteer Work.
174. Good cooks.
175. Moms.
176. Money.
178. Funnies.
179. Sleeping Bags.
180. Christ-In-Action Drama Teams. (I love you)
181. Newsboys.
182. Kutless.
183. Story of the Year
184. Corys
185. Badges.
186. Scars.
187. Relief.
188. Home.
189. Rovings.
190. Sharpies.
191. Tape.
192. Adam.
193. Emily.
194. Knees.
195. Vitamin C.
196. Bloggers.
197. Dave Matthews Band
198. My Bedroom.
199. Friction and silk.
200. Crazies.
201. Panic !At the Disco.
202. Grey Holiday.
203. Health.
204. Yoga Balls.
205. Amazon.
206. Handmade Cards.
207. Yellow Card.
208. Christmas.
209. FM Static.
210. Gmail.
211. Friends.
212. Paris.
213. People named Hannah.
214. People named April.
215. Outlets.
216. Lotion.
217. Oversized hoodies.
218. Nerf Dart Guns.
219. Beffanys.
220. Fireflight.
221. BPA.
222. Polka Dots
223. Article One.
224. Everyday Sunday.
225. PostSecret Sunday Secrets.
226. Weird Al
227. Bibles :)
228. Jones Soda.
229. Printers.
230. Plaid.
231. Pants.
232. hangers.
233. Headbanging to talk radio.
234. Camp Friends.
235. Personal space.
236. Sweat Pants.
237. Basketball shorts.
238. Classes
239. Freedom.
240. Sex.
241. Smiles.
242. Blog comments.
243. Leftys’
244. Delaneys
245. Kaylenas’.
246. Merediths’.
247. Condoms.
248. Health.
249. Roomates.
250. Full Baths.
251. People who are still reading this list.
252. Post Secret.
253. Fingers.
254. Toes.
255. Boobs.
256. Ears.
257. Earrings.
258. Digestive System.
259. Libraries.
260. Blankets.
261. Vaginas.
262. Tampons.
263. Macs.
264. Belts.
265. Shoes.
267. Books.
268. Bookstores.
269. Toilets.
270. Sandpaper.
271. Toilet paper.
272. Knees.
273. Keyboards.
274. Love.
275. Twenty Five to go….wooot. You still with me?
276. Backpacks.
277. Jesus.
278. Casting Crowns.
279. CCF.
280. Hot Air Balloons.
281. Popcorn.
282. Adobe.
283. Clockys.
284. Moos’
285. Cats.
286. Dogs.
287. Ink.
288. Pink.
289. Belonging.
290. Liz.
291. Hairbands.
292. Sticky Tack.
293. Command Hooks.
294. Poster Puddy.
295. Batteries.
296. Purple.
297. Ice Cream.
298. Ice.
299. Massages.
300. Heating pads.

If you read all 300 kudos to you.


PS: Any duplicates in this list I don't want to hear about. I wrote this over a period of like three weeks.

You belong to me.

You Belong to Me
Grey Holiday

You run, you hide
As tears fall from your eyes
They fall like snow
From a wounded soul
You hold inside
The hurt of great divide
The hole is starting to get old

So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me

Just take the rope
I won’t let it go
Give in
We can start again
I’m life, I’m hope
And I’m ready to explode
With how bad I want you back home

You’re my daughter, you’re my son
You’re the one I long to love
And you’ve heard I chose to die
Do you know you’re the reason why?

Life on the fourth floor and then some.

So I am on the fourth floor of my dorm. And thank God we have elevators. But to get into my dorm is a task worth noting. I walk in the front door. I unlock the door to the elevator, or the to the stairs. I get myself up to the fourth floor. I then unlock a door to get into my unit (consists of two wings) of the fourth floor. After I do that I unlock my wing door. Then I get to unlock my dorm door.

And for the record Vincennes, Indiana has the most trains per capita. If you leave town for any reason, you hit trains. Its the only place in the US that you can use a train stop as a make out sessions.


National Hopeline Network

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Post Secret Sundays

" You, Me, Easy"

I wish it was easy.

Friday, August 15, 2008


And I have pictures.

This is our bathroom. Be jealous all you silly IWU kids who don't have a tub.

This is our room. The wall that the beds are against the outlets don't work against that wall. but we're working on that.

This is my bed. And yes I did make it right before I took the picture.

This is my desk and drawers. Yep mine. I don't share with anyone.

This is the dresser I brought and our mini-fridge. Note the mess of cords on top of the fridge.

And this is is MY closet. All mine. haha.

My roommate's name is Angel and is pretty much like me. Chill, fun, random. In other words we're cool. My suitemates are nice and we are going into town today to get some stuff for the bathroom. Our outlets are getting fixed. And it's all good in the hood :). K I have to go buy books.


Wednesday, August 13, 2008


I leave tomorrow morning. EPPA! I scurred. Part of me is so not ready to leave home, to leave my bedroom, and my stereo system and my kitty and my life. But the other part is so ready to leave this town and trade it in for another smaller town.

To the poeple in my life who have been my rocks you know who you are:
Keep your phone lines open, for I know I will be depending on you now more than ever. Be ready for my texts, and phone calls, and emails, and facebook messages. Keep loving me and praying for me like I know you do already. I love you all of you. In the same way that you'll be keeping your phone lines open, I'll keep mine open.

I know I'm going where I'm meant to go for now. And I know that I'll be fine.

OK thats it for now. Cramps are attacking me.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


"I knit baby sweaters while watching porn."

So I feel this should be talked about. Not gonna lie, I think this is hysterical. I also think it speaks pretty strongly to the quality of this persons porn that instead of doing....well other things, that while watching porn they are knitting. I once heard on Oprah that if you spend more than five minutes watching porn and you aren't otherwise busy, you need new porn. So maybe this person should get some new porn.

PostSecret Sundays (errr tuesdays)

" I wish I had never taken you for granted. Yur leaving for college in less than a month. I love you"

Monday, August 11, 2008


I gotted my new cell phone battery. YAY! me.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Oh, the power of love

I Will Go
Desperation Band

I will go. I will live the life. I’ll give it all for Jesus Christ.
I’ll tell the world that You are God.
I will go. Hear my battle cry. Give me wings so I can fly
and tell the world that You are God.

Here am I, here am I, I will give all that is mine.
Here am I, here am I, Jesus come and spend my life.

I will go. I will live the life.
I’ll give it all for Jesus Christ. I’ll tell the world that You are God.
I will go. Hear my battle cry.
Give me wings so I can fly and tell the world that You are God
Let Your kingdom come on earth. Let Your will be done
Let every kingdom of this earth bow.

Let the sinners sing for joy, we are saved by grace
Let every saint break through these doors and shout

You’re calling out, “who will go?”

This is one of my current favorite songs. Thought I'd share it with you.

I leave for college in four days. I have three days left at home. EEP! I'm excited.

So tonight at youth we sang a song from camp last summer, Upside down, that had the fun dance. And it just reminded me how much I have grown up in the past year. And because it was my last night at youth group it made it all the more special. I am so thankful to the people that were placed in my life that have really enabled and pushed me to grow into the person I am now.
So John, April, Annie, Adam, Brandon, and JE. I love you guys (and girls) so much. You are amazing poeple. I love you. I am so thankful that you were placed in my life. I would not be the same without your influence, love, and prayers.
Something else I want to share with you guys is an old camp song that has just been in my head all summer. It's called linger and it used to make me just bawl. Annie knows what I'm talking about. In fact I'm going to share two camp songs with you today. Just for Annie, maybe she will even cry :).


Mmm, I'd like to Linger
Mmm, a little longer
Mmm, a little longer with you
Mmm, it's such a perfect night
Mmm, it does seem quite right
Mmm, that this should be my last with you
Mmm, here comes September
Mmm, I will remember
Mmm, happy days and friendships too
Mmm, and as the years go by
Mmm, I'll think of you and sigh
Mmm, this is goodnight but not goodbye
Mmm, I'd like to linger
Mmm, a little longer
Mmm, a little longer with you

Micheal W Smith

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

Other random shoutouts.
Dani- I love you. We never did open that condom. Christmas break?
Willis- Your totally amazing. I love you. 'Nuff said.
Kayla- My text buddy. Oh how we depend on each other to raise that text count. I love you, not just texting you.
Corey- I'd love to get to know you better this year. I love you.
The FUMCY worship band- You guys totally rock. You rival camp worship most days. You continue to blow my mind with your abilities, keep it up. I love each and every one of you.

Thats it for tonight.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Happy birthday

So my Annie is 17 years old today. 17. God she is growing up. When I met her she was like 13. I love her very much. She is growing into such a wonderful young woman. I love our morning( errr afternoon these days) texts. I love her. End of story. And I think all of my readers should comment her blog with a happy birthday message, cause you love me, and I love her. So you should all love her. Click me to see her blog.

I love you, harcore.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

And the countdown begins.

I leave in a week for college. One week. This time next week I'll be there. Am I scared? shitless. Am I excited? Pretty much. Am I ready? not so much. haha. baha. I"m pretty much packed. Just need to the last bit of shopping.

*is feeling uninspired*


Does anyone else see the funny here?

This picture is from the windows vista magazine. The laptop in this picture is a mac powerbook. And the screen is overlapping. Anyone else see the funny?

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

I wanna fall in love with you.....


Tell me that it's gonna be okay
Tell me that You'll help me find my way
Tell me You can see the light of dawn is breaking
Tell me that it's gonna be alright
Tell me that You'll help me fight this fight
Tell me that You won't leave me alone in this

'Cause I need, I need a hand to hold
To hold me from the edge
The edge I'm sliding over slow
'Cause I need, I need Your hand to hold
To hold me from the edge
The edge I'm sliding past
Hold on to me

Tell me I can make it through this day
I don't even have the words to pray
You have been the only One who never left me
Help me find the way through all my fears
Help me see the light through all my tears
Help me see that I am not alone in this

To everyone who has been their for me no matter what. I love you. Hands down, no questions asked. I would do anything for you. I'd even take your 4 am calls.


Tuesday, August 05, 2008

26 Minutes to go.

You're really upset, who is the first girl you go to?

Who is the first guy you go to?

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?

Who was the last person you talked to on the computer?

Do you know anyone that is addicted to drugs?
No, I don't.

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed?
Dani. :p And she liked it.

Describe your life right now in three words or less:
Amazing. I love it.

What do you hear right now?
Friends, I love this show.

What color is your iPod?

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
Ugh, no. It causes me problems.

What was the last thing you texted?
What? It's a post.

How much are you on the comp daily?
uh dunno

Where was the last place you went?

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
Yeah, that'd be killer.

Have you ever punched a tree?

Do you love someone at this very moment?
I love lots of poeple.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
I'd wonder what fun I missed.

What do you need to go shopping for?
The last of the dorm stuff

Can you admit when you're wrong?

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yeah there are about 3 or 4.

Do you like to argue?

How auto smart are you?
I dunno. you tell me.

Where will your next vacation be?
Fall break

What's your favorite card game?
Apples to Apples

Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it?
Dani or brandon, and yes

When was the last time you cleaned your room?

What are you excited about?

Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?.
just about

When was the last time you had butterflies?

Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?

How long can you go without your phone?
A week.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I dunno late 20s at the earliest.

Do you secretly like anyone?
Nope. But if I did it wouldn't be a secret.

Where is your father right now?
Prolly in his living room, working.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?

When was the last time something bothered you?
Uh, I dunno

Monday, August 04, 2008

Cause Your the only one I need....

Next Sunday is my last Sunday at youth, as I leave for college in 11 days, not including today. Last night I went to youth alone, cause Dani was babysitting and Willis is in Florida until the 12th. Which was fine, and the worship set the guys did was hot stuff. It rivaled camp worship. I am so proud of those guys. I hope I am so lucky in college to have the kind of worship set that they can do. :P I love you guys.

So after youth we went to Hobbitland, which is the old 1812 Mississinewa battlefield, which if you believe the folklore, is crazy haunted. I don't know if I believe it, but it was cool. We spent the entire time scaring each other, as opposed to by anything supernatural. It was tight none the less. And I just realized how much I'll miss the nights in the church van, and the people. Soon I'll do a post about what I'll miss most about the last four years.


Sunday, August 03, 2008

Postsecret Sundays

"If you want her to stick around, don't ever let her feel unimportant. At this point I'm satisfied just being a lesson to others"

I think this is a lesson to all relationships. Romantic or otherwise.


Saturday, August 02, 2008

Yay me!

Yesterday while I was cleaning my room I hit my first real obstacle, and I conquered.

NaBloPoMo August?

So I'm going to try and post every day for a month. Which might be a challenge for me actually posting every day. I won't promise they will all be quality posts, but there will be a daily post. haha


Some quotes

"To get something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done before."
"When God removes something from our grasp, he isn't punishing us, just opening our hands to receive something better."
"The will of God will never take you someplace where the grace of God will not protect you."

K thats it for now. :)

Friday, August 01, 2008


Ok so that is my yarn stash. :)
Go ahead make fun of me, or be super envious.

18 kids...What????

So today I was watching "Our 27 kids" and " The Duggars: Raising 16 children." "Our 27 kids" was about a family who adopted 27 special needs children. 27. I think that is insane. And everyone has heard of the Duggars, if you haven't click here.

One of the resounding lessons I learned this summer between kids church, Camp Lakewood, and Delaney and Lefty is how not ready to be a parent I am. I know several poeple my age and younger that are parents right now. I guess if all else fails this summer reminds me to not have sex and get pregnant and die. However should I start popping out sixteen kids, someone cut out my uterus, fallopoen tubes, and ovaries at number two please? However if you'd leave the cervix and vagina so I can still enjoy sex, that'd be great. Wait scratch that, is the cervix needed? Awesome.

As I was watching it, I just couldn't help think of someone I know, whom I call Jewel. I very much think Jewel will have like 16 kids, and do an amazing job. For all others like Jewel who will have 35 kids, and love it, I wish you the very best of luck.