Tuesday, November 28, 2006

So last night I walked into my brothers(Jack) room to get the cordless phone and on his bed I spied a light blue shirt with a tag " lounge fly." For those of you that aren't Hot Topic junkies, Lounge Fly is a Hot Topic brand. The light blue shirt that was on his bed was mine.....If anyone has any explanations of why it was on his bed like a pillow let me know. And by the way it isn't a shirt he could wear, It's a Juniors medium or large.

-Allie

PS: I love you.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Superchic[k]

Superchic[k]

She never slows down
She doesn’t know why but she knows that
When she’s all alone it feels like its all coming down

She won’t turn around
The shadows grow long and she fears
If she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won’t make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering if she stands she’ll fall down

She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything
She’s running from, wants to give up and lie down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thanks

I freaking love you all.


Thats all I had to say.

That and to say thank you :)

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

click me

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Allie%20Pence

go here

Friday, November 10, 2006

I love you because...

To
I love you because you know when to shut up.
I love you because you make me smile.
I love you because I can’t live without you.
I love you because you are real with me.
I love you because you don’t let me pass.
I love you because you love me.
I love you because you are my big brother I don’t have.
I love you because you pray for me.
I love you because you died for me.
I love you cause you tell me I’m not worthless.
I love you because I can cling to you.
I love you because my tears are in your hair and on your clothes.

I love you.

I felt inspired to post and say I freaking love all of you. Also because I don't have time for a long complicated post. If I am not on tonight it is because I have to driveat four with riley. at 6:30-??? I am going to IWU's play. and tomarrow I drive from eleven-noon. and at like 6 or 7 I have the high schools play, and in between that it's talk to phish food chocolate chip time.

<3
-Allie

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Morning

This morning I have realized what a complete bitch I am in the morning. This morning the dog was with us and whenever he would like get within two feet of me I pushed him right off of me, I was trying to get back to sleep yeh know. And I look really wasted right now too, more wasted than normal.

I freaking love all of you.

-<3 Allie

Monday, November 06, 2006

:O! This Blog has been hacked and made sexy by Beffy (knittery)

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Quiz thingy




Your Famous Last Words Will Be:



"I dunno, press the button and find out."

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Thank you

Thank you all
Thanks for the prayers.
Thanks for the hugs.
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for offering me the shoulder to cry on.
Thanks for conuinuing to pray for me as well as ryans family and other friends.

I'm still a little unstable, but mostly better. It'll be a while before i'm myself again. Until then i'm gonna take it slow. Nights are even worse these days.

I freaking love all of you.

PS: Until further notice no one else is allowed to die.

Friday, November 03, 2006

Ryan Nolan Dean

I knew Ryan’s sister a lot better than I knew him. I always remembered him to be a prankster. He liked a good time. He once put chocolate icing under the door handles of Jessie and Jewel’s mustang, during the bonfire at his house. That started a prank war. I went to ATF with Ryan. All I know is that, he had something going on, something no else seems to know about. I know that something became unbearable for him. Maybe his family life, maybe it was school. This is one of the storms of life. The storms that blow through and make us wonder Why God? Why him? Why now? I don’t know why he did what he did. I will never know. Perhaps I don’t want to know. We just have to keep praising God through the storm. He will bring us through. He is greater than our pain. He is greater than our sorrow. He can hold us up when we can’t even hold ourselves up. He will carry us to brighter days.

Ryan will not be forgotten. He is loved. And he will be missed.

Tonight I’m going to the viewing, and tomorrow probably the funeral. It won’t be easy. But I feel like I have to, if for nothing else to be there and support Nicole (is it Nichole or Nicole?).
I love you all, more you than you can ever imagine.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Freaks

Who are the true freaks? Are they the emo kids who sit and sulk? Are they the goth kids who wear pants that set off metal detectors and black?

I think the freaks are those who do what they want, and don't care what others say. The ones who stand up for Jesus Christ and not care. The ones who don't let others get to them, or push down their beliefs to make those around them more confortable.

Who are the true freaks?

I will post what sparked this post later.

-Allie